urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890 "it's a love story, baby just say yes" "it's a love story, baby just say yes" 2010-01-02T13:47:57Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:3882 2010-01-02T13:47:57Z 2010-01-02T13:47:57Z Ok so looking back at 2009 alot of thing happend that year.<br />•I went back to school ( I was homed schooled )<br />•I made friends with Lexus and Tiana who helped me go through alot and I love them both very dearly!!!<br />•I gained a brother<br />•my parents broke up and then got back together<br />•I had a emotional brake down<br />•I grew distent with some older friends<br />•I was told I was a bitch by said old friends<br />•I grew closer to my dad<br />•I started rping<br />•I became friends with jasmine ( yueying) who I will miss when she leaves at the end of the school year!!!<br /><br />So there is my 2009 in a nut shell it sure has been a year to remember the good and the bad. <p><em><small>Posted via <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/">LiveJournal.app</a>.</small></em></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:3688 2010-01-02T13:14:28Z 2010-01-02T13:14:28Z one of my fav. memories is the night my brother decided that him my sister and i all be vampires one  night!! so me and my sister were like ok lets do this. so we told our mom that we were going to go driving around till it was time for school (my brother is 18)  and my mom said ok sure ! <also my="my" mom="mom" is="is" the="the" best="best" mom="mom" out="out" there="there" well="well" most="most" of="of" the="the" time="time"> so we were on our way to Chicago and were like shit you have to pay tolls. so we said fuck it let go to down town Milwaukee. it was like 4 o'clock in the morning when we got there. the city was almost completely empty!!! it was so pretty!! you could see the city just starting to wake up!! there where a few people starting to open coffeshops!! do you know there are a trillion starbucks there!!!! i have to say this was one of the funnest night i had in a while!! like i really needed this to!! there was just to much drama going on in my life that week!!!! thank god we did this on a Friday morning!!!!  any way this is just one of my bestest memories!!!! lol!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:3529 2009-12-30T12:30:08Z 2009-12-30T12:30:08Z I feel like I'm in limbo. Things are slowly changing but it doesn't seem like they are. I feel distance between everyone and my self. I don't know if it's really there or am I making it up. I'm starting to feel like my family doesn't care any more like yesterday I didn't wake up till 9pm and as I walked my staires my mom and brother were in the kitchen. My mom turns and looks at me and says "oh there you are I was just about to look for you". She didn't know I was in my room sleeping the day way. If you hadn't seen one of your daughters all day wouldn't you want to know where they are right way not at 9pm and you haven't seen her all day!! Things like this make me not want to leave my room. Ughh I hate this feeling I have that something is not right because most of the time I'm right about my feeling!! I just can't shake this feeling that I have. <p><em><small>Posted via <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/">LiveJournal.app</a>.</small></em></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:3195 2009-12-22T02:19:20Z 2009-12-22T02:19:20Z Hey. Ughh being sick right before Christmas brake was not something I wanted :( but i am. Nothing feels like Christmas like headaches and a stuffy nose and never seeming to get enough sleep! I mean I can sleep all day wake up for two hours then be tired all over again!! Luckly I went to the doctors today and she said I was getting better :) moving on to better things is that I decided to get a boyfriend in this coming up year!! I mean I never really tried to get one but now I am :). I can't believe that my birthday is less then a month away!!! I'm going to be 18!!! Omg !!! My golden to! I don't really know how I feel about it though. I feel happy yet sad about it idk. I have to really think about my future now and what I want to do with my life out of high school. I just wish someone would tell my what I should do. Any way I'm off to bed night and merry Christmas !!!!!! <p><em><small>Posted via <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/">LiveJournal.app</a>.</small></em></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:2945 2009-12-12T08:07:19Z 2009-12-12T08:07:19Z <p>Yay look at my wonderful amazing new hat lol!</p><p><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/chacha11890/pic/0000186q" width="639" height="853" alt="" /></p><p><em><small>Posted via <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/">LiveJournal.app</a>.</small></em></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:2623 2009-11-28T02:14:12Z 2009-11-28T02:14:12Z <p>I can't wait for snow!! I'm so happy I finally figured out what I'm going to friends for Christmas :D. But unfortunely u can't buy yaoi till your 18 but I only have to wait a month and a half!!!! OMG I got kitty ears!!!! They are sooo cute!! ( wow this post is so random) lol.</p><p><em><small>Posted via <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/">LiveJournal.app</a>.</small></em></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:2509 2009-11-25T00:45:53Z 2009-11-25T00:45:53Z <p>Omg I'm so excited for thanksgiving with all the food :).</p><p><em><small>Posted via <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/">LiveJournal.app</a>.</small></em></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:2122 2009-11-15T01:38:24Z 2009-11-15T01:38:24Z <p>Ugh today was not fun. I spent over 2 hours getting ready, curling my hair cause the guy I really like was coming with us to the lighting of the Christmas tree and he didn't even show up Im really up set and right after that my sister and my dad got in a fight! I just this day to be over. Today was supossed to be fun day.</p><p><em><small>Posted via <a href="http://community.livejournal.com/cosysoftware_en/">LiveJournal.app</a>.</small></em></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:1807 2009-09-27T23:48:58Z 2009-09-27T23:48:58Z country i'm so sick of people thinking they can get a way with hurting my best friends and get a way with it!!!!!!! i never wanted to hurt someone as i do now!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:1636 2009-07-17T00:42:37Z 2009-07-17T08:23:29Z running water yay I got a new phone!!!!!!!!!!!!! I should say I got a new new phone! I had A blackberry bold. But now I have an iphone !!!!!!! I reAlly like it. I now can watch all the Anime I want!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:1485 2009-06-20T04:57:55Z 2009-06-20T04:57:55Z Lm.c - "liar liar" I'm so happy right now I got a new phone because my old one was broken ad it super cool also I'm going to camp for a week!!! I leave tomorrow! At 10am :) I can't wait! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:1229 2009-05-28T05:29:15Z 2009-05-28T05:29:15Z "boys & girls" - LM.C Two words ok here they are. Are you ready for the ok here goes it<br /><br />SCHOOL SUCKS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:1002 2009-05-27T00:56:36Z 2009-05-27T00:56:36Z "hear me out" - frou frou Have you ever felt like your world was standing still but at the same time falling apart?<br />It totally sucks!!! I just don't know what to do any more. Should I stay with my mom and feel<br />Like I'm being left out. Or do I go with my dad and leave my mom and sisters. It not fair. Its ALL becase <br />Of ONE persone. I wish he would just go away and never come back. I don't think I ever hated someone <br />As much as I hate jorge!!!!! Both of my friends seem to love him. They want me to try to be nicer to<br />Him. It just seems like they can't really seem to understand were I'm coming from. And I can't really explain<br />It to them any ways. So I'll just ride it out and see what happens urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chacha11890:527 2009-04-14T22:58:52Z 2009-04-14T22:58:52Z hey every one&nbsp;